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.it was a time when all was wrong. a time when no laughter was heard, ony tears shed. a time joy was forgotten and mourning reigned.

.it was the time i met you.

.and a wonderful rainbow burst out from the heavens then on. the birds were singing their wondrous hymns. the trees were dancing their graceful sways and the lilies were blooming to their perfection.

.and i, i was living in my own happy world, blinded by your empty promises and beautiful lies. i never had a chance, i realize now. i would've fell for you still, even if i had the knowledge of your true nature, that you are the monster everyone, except me, could see.

.you are good, i give you that. to have hidden behind those pretty words and to still pierce through the barrier i have carefulyy made around my heart. although, your being good s an irony. for you are good at being devious.

.i should've known this would never last. that all this is just a fleeting dream. and when i wake up from my peaceful slumber, i shall be back to my gray reality. i will live as i ues too, though emptier. my eyes shall not ever sparkle just as before. and my heart shall fall to pieces on the cold floor. i should've known that you will leave, never even meant to stay.

.i guess i was too naive, to have even believed you cared. to blind, to have not seen what you truly are. too much of a dreamer, to have wished that you will stay. i guess i fell too hard that i couldn't even stand up again.

.that, i say now, is my fault entirely.

.for me to have been a hopeless romantic was, and never will be, your fault.

.i write this letter in the hopes of giving it to you, dear sir, but i know deep inside of me that you will not read this. i am much a coward not to mail it to you, but still, i shall write it anyway, dreaming that you are reading this and we shall live happily after.

.you are many things, mostly much too rude to write down now, but even if that is the unfortunate case, dear sir, i still want dearly to say, even if for the last of times...

...that i still, and forever will, deeply love you...