3 in one day

.this is my third post for today and i still am not satisfied. it's is a very boring day, i repeat, a very boring day.

.i am in our entertainment room, sitting on our sofa, writing this post and reading cherry juice.but i am not satisfied.i just ate lunch. nilaga. it's hot outside too. i am wearing a guns and roses tshirt and skyblue shorts. oh, fudge!. why am being so random???!!!. grr.

.maybe coz' he doesn't txt me. maybe coz i miss him so much already. maybe coz i know i'm not the one he likes and i just can't grasp it. maybe coz i just couldn't let him go. maybe coz i can't live a day without thinkin about him. or maybe coz i just don't know what to do anymore.

.FUDGE! FUDGE! FUDGE!.

.i can't help it. i can so not help liking him. maybe you should help me out guys. like i don't know, make me forget about him. yah, that'll help. say stupid stuff about him. what the heck?!

.i'm being stupid and crazy.

.maybe i should go to sleep. maybe i'm just tired. i hate being so melo-dramatic, it creeps me out.